I Find It Hard To Open (48pg)
I Find It Hard to Open is a long poem/chapbook about my experience with depression and the challenges of being open and honest with others. Dazed and prone on the floor, this poem is too “busy doom scrolling through my thoughts” to get out of bed today, drifting from memory to imagined memory while “slowly sinking into the muck” of living.
This chapbook is formatted in a way to mirror the feelings of isolation and depression, each word in this chapbook takes one line of space and is placed near the inner margins/gutter of the book as if the words are hiding/sinking helplessly into the middle.
Available at Bottlecap Press: https://bottlecap.press/collections/bottlecap-features/products/open
